2019 My journey

2019 has been a Journey

"Oh, hush my dear it's been a difficult year"- These were the initial lyrics of the song 'Bad Liar' 

by Imagine Dragons, I wanted to mention it because it just suits perfectly and if I want to encapsulate the whole year in one sentence, I'd utter the same words with a sigh!

Like every year this year had it's own ups and downs too, now I have a whole bunch of stories which seems meaningless when I look back and see how things happened and why. I do regret them, but I don't wish them to have happened in a different way whatsoever.

2019 had a lot of surprises, challenges and new experiences. I am not sure of my decisions whether they were right or wrong but one thing is crystal clear that I selected the very wrong group of rats to run with. I  realized how life doesn't stop if you are willing to! 

I started this year with a commitment and I will end this year with that same level of  commitment. I met a lot of people, some are still with me, some are not so cheers to them all! 

This year kept surprising me though, made me do foolish things. I wondered if there's any meaning to what people smilingly say or when they hug you. I got tired of noticing the dullness.

This year has happened a lot, there were many more lies and even more cunningness to learn and yet being surprised after every incident, that yes something could be said or done this way too! 

It is really a morbid way of saying that I wish this year could have been more better, rather I'd wish this year to be as is. There should not be a regret of the past  and there should not be the worries for the future but hopes and a feeling of gratefulness, of what has happened and what is going to happen.

2019 was another triumph of unsuccessful little attempts over hard-work. It witnessed the worst time of a family and perhaps the last. Ignorant is the title I should have this year. I got to know the meaning of family or to be exact, the real family! 

"Every secret of a writer's soul, every experience of his life, every quality of his mind, is written large in his works"- Virginia Woolf

I never thought I'd start writing and storing the storms of my monkey mind, but this year I turned to writing and it worked pretty well. I can't really say that I want to be a writer or I can make a career out of it, but at the moment I enjoy doing it.  

 As Paulo Coelho said in his book the 'The Alchemist' " It's the possibility of having a dream come true that makes life interesting."

Anyways, I can't say this year was a bad or good year but rather it was a journey, a real one! 

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL WHO ARE READING THIS AND TO THOSE TOO WHO ARE BUSY PARTYING!